Trouble

OK so I'm having a little trouble, I really want a blog and perhaps even one that has a few followers but I keep asking myself the same questions.

1/ What makes me think I have anything worthwhile to say.

2/ There's nothing special about my humdrum life that warrants documentation.

and number THREE.

 No one has ever said to me that my writing was good enough that anyone would actually want to read my words, so don't embarrass myself.

I don't know what ever made me think I was actually going to do this. After all this is not my first blog (that's an understatement) and yet my efforts have only ever lasted for a short while, then fizzled out, only for me to want to give it another go a few weeks, months later and that would start a new chapter in  my life so I would start yet enough blog.

So with all this in mind I have been trying to ignore the fact that I started this blog but I can't any longer it's out there and waiting for it's pages to be filled and for people to see what this everyday mum gets up to with her three children.

I just have to change the way I look at blogging.

 

So I've been thinking, I should be using my heart to fill my pages.

Being careful of course, to avoid rules of any kind, especially the ones on how much time I'm suppose to spend blogging.

I want to enjoy the time I spend on my blog and feel lighthearted about what I write and not just make it another addition to a already busy schedule.

This is all about breaking old habits.

So instead of being a blog, this is going to be my online journal.